Trying 2 Find Myself....

I've been lost in a sea of madness for a long time now, i would like to find some guide or at least some shelter. Just a place where i can clear my head, think, ponder, a place where i can come up with a solution to all of this nothing. Miss does days when i was younger, and life was all about having fun doing new stuffs, but maybe, that's when i made a wrong decision, maybe that is when i took a wrong turn in life.

My life is drifting away and i've lost the control of it, i dont have an apparent purpose or direction, how can i get it back or find it, if i never had it.... i need some guidence NOW!

Need to get my thoughts in place, so i can make something out of me... I need to pay attention to the sings on the road, so i can find my way... MY MIND IS SET TO THIS PURPOSE! THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO DO.

HoPe....

I'm still waiting 4 that moment in which my life get's a little bit better, hoping for the "thing" that would turn my life around. I've hurt a lot of ppl, but i've promised myself that i would be a a new and better person. Feeling so lonely with a lot of love and caring to give, and nobody to give it to.

Still waiting..............

Tormenta

Bueno, una vez mas me encuentro escribiendo, en estas ultimas semanas el clima a estado muy triste, muchas lluvias y todo eso. Pero yo tengo mi propia tormenta, con sus momentos de lluvias(siendo lagrimas) y sus momentos de sol(siendo sonrisas), pero tengo par de dias que lo unico que pasa en mi vida es lluvia, ya esoty cansada de la lluvia, de la soledad, de estar rodeada de personas que se preocupan por mi, pero mi mente esta tan nublada que no los veos, me siento en una isla, donde estoy solo yo y mi dolor. Espero que pronto se acabe esto ya que si siguo a si, me voy a hundir en una depresion, de la cual no voy a poder salir, quisiera ver la luz al final del camino pero parece que como aqui en Rep. Dom. nunca hay luz, mis esperanzas son minusculas...

Life...

Just when I feel like everything is going to be just dandy, my life takes a turn of 160 degrees, the person that I thought that was worth the while, just decided to messed up every little thing between us, by changing completely the way he acts. And even worst, the couple that I always looked up to with admiration, after more than 20 years of being together, decided to get separated, I miss my father a lot, I know that I can see him any time I want to but it's not the same thing... I'm going nuts here I feel ALL ALONE!! I don't know how to move on, I feel like my life is going to get even worst!!! But what can I do, just wait till everything gets fucked, that's the only moment when things will get better.